Saturday, September 22, 2007
Episode 2: Ditto?
Alright continuing my Comrade series... (Ugh..I'm tired of trying to make this as unclear as possible. Either way you'll read it anyway. T_T)
Well I'll explain on of the best friendships I have! In a way I could always relate our beginning the same as that of Uzumaki Naruto and Uuchiha Sasuke. We both contradicted in a way but it was fun. At first I honestly saw her as a rival.. in a way a friend at the same time. It's kinda complicated to explain actually. Rival because we had a lot of things in common- we both spoke English and know some insults in Japanese, we both wrote and draw and etc. Friend because I enjoyed being with her, she was really fun!(I can still remember the time when I took you're notebook and be both chased each other all over the campus.) With her I made and wrote fan fictions with us both writing and making our own fictional characters. Her characters were usually the siblings of the main characters in the story while mine usually start out as bad guys who's the rival of her characters but eventually my characters change heart and switch alliances.
As time passes we became more mature and acted less like how we acted during our first year as friends. During 2nd year high, we were referred by some people as "twins" to some people it was evident that we were really close friends. Since we are always seen together. Sadly, that was only the surface. Even during this time I still referred her as a rival. I guess I was jealous. Maybe it was because I saw and accepted that you were better than me at a lot of things I did. At the same time I saw her as a friend, it's hard and confusing to explain. So anyway, yes we were close. But something was missing, our friendship was hollow. In a way it was as if we were just friends than close friends. What I mean is that we hung out together and exchanged ideas but we never helped each other when we would confront personal problems. She would usually ask our other friends about it but never tell me then again I did the same. We were both just conscious of what the other might think than what the other might feel.
Recently, we managed to correct our mistakes. We confronted each other and told how we both feel. It was a surprise, that we found out we both felt the same in a way. So we both ended up rewriting our friendship starting back in the first page of a newly bought notebook.
*This was the only friendship so far that was the most unique and not to mention fun! hehehe...
*I'm sorry for the rivalry thing...and the times when I unconsciously hurt you.
*I thank you for everything!
*I thank God for you approaching me! (since it was you who bugged in)